March 2012
my mom just yelled at me for being lazy and tired all the time and not helping her around the house. i’m sorry that i’m paying for my college by killing myself at practice every day after school. i’m sore, exaughisted and in a pissy ass mood. i need my fucking space. let me have an hour of pure nothingness and i’ll be somewhat satisfied. and that time should not include you...
Finally got my license! :)
“WE FIGHT FOR INCHES, YOU KNOW WHY? BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY WHEN YOU ADD ALL OF THOSE FUCKING INCHES TOGETHER; THAT’S WHAT MAKES THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN WINNING AND LOSING. WE NEED TO FLY TOGETHER, FIGHTING FOR THAT LAST FUCKING INCH, BECAUSE THOSE WILLING TO DIE FOR IT WILL GET IT.”
my hands feel like someone ran over them with a...
yeah, I am going to prom with him.
no, he wasn’t a last resort and you’re probably really surprised to hear this, but other people had asked me before he did and i still chose to go with him.
why am i going with him?—- because hes a cool guy, we’re friends, hes entertaining and i have fun being around him and you would all see it too if you didn’t have your heads...
got first place out of 15 boats. beat second place by 15 seconds. honestly i’m so happy with everything and for once things are starting to go as planned. i just wanna get faster and faster, so excited for medal season, V4 ALLLL DAYYY ;)
not too bad for 3 days of practice
we placed second in our race today. didnt loose by much. but our boat only had three practices together so far, so for just starting to get into things, we didn’t do bad at all. EHT basically dominated the race course today. we had great showing, boys and girls. really proud of everyone. now to do it all again tomorrow in philly.
on the outside looking in everything seems so simple. you can’t quite hear the words they’re screaming at each other, but the faces they make could mistakingly resemble a smile. and you assume that everything is fine. but as you stand there, unaware of the fact that you’re about to watch something that was once so beautiful fall apart, you see yourself in the reflection. and as...
Wanna find a good guy? one who respects you and isn’t a douche? ALLOW ME TO HELP, since you all are clueless OKAY FIRST OFF, stop bitching about the fact that you don’t have a boyfriend its unattractive and annoying, boys don’t like that at all. and please trust me on this next part……..put your tits away, get your butt of the bathroom counter, smile instead of doing...
i’m seriously so incredibly happy for Pope.
its about time that someone besides us girls realized how much work and dedication he puts into our program. if you have a problem there is no better understanding man that you should go to. if you’ve knocked off your feet, pope is the first coach to offer you a hand back up. thank you for treating us like family and creating an amazing fun...
Words cannot even describe how happy i am right...
finally.
my hard work has payed off. i wasn’t screwed over.
today we had our final day of seat racing and it was hard. really hard. all of the races were really close but i won mine! i’ve never pulled so fucking hard in my life. i had so much adrenaline. my hands are torn to pieces right now, blisters and open wounds are consuming my hands. i’m officially in the Varsity 4 and...
Drivin away from the wreck of the day and the lights always red in the rear view. Desperately close to a coffin of hope and I’d cheat destiny just to be near you.
And if this is givin up, then I’m givin up
attractive boy: hi i'm famous
attractive boy: hi i'm gay
attractive boy: hi i'm a douchebag
attractive boy: hi i'm twice your age
attractive boy: hi i have a girlfriend
attractive boy: hi i don't like you back
attractive boy: hi i live on the other side of the planet
i just wanna go on an adventure
i’m tired of being stuck up in this house with nothing to do. i want to go out and explore. i want to find some place beautiful and sit there for hours. i want a little independence and some time to myself, that excludes my mom breathing down my neck. I NEED MY SPACE. i’m tired of the same old same old. these blank walls just aren’t doing it for me anymore.
i just wanna drive...
in a way i guess you can say that i envy you.
growing up i was always told that partying will get you no where in life and that everything would go down hill from there. i’m jealous of the kids at my school who go out and get slizzed every fricken weekend and still remain in the top percent of their class.
and meanwhile here i am at home studying my ass off for a test that i hope to god i...
About to have my first phone over with a coach. Crazy. First the senior ambassador meeting, now this. Im growing up too fast. Even though I say that I hate it here, I know that once im off rowing in college it’ll never feel like It has rowing these past few years in ventnor. I’m gonna miss it even though I repeatabley call it torture and complain about how much I hate it. i know i have...
